just blog hopped and talked to a "long lost" primary sch friend.
i realised how much i've missed.
many times i just get excited and curious abt new things and new friends.
i forgot to stop and think.
looking back,
who are the ones who actually gave me 100%,
showered me with all the love,
showed me all the care and concern,
gave me all the attention that i needed,
shallowed all the nonsense i threw at them,
listened to all my craps?
sighs.
how much true friends i've missed.
how much time i've wasted on things what are not worthy to persue.
mayb i shld reflect on myself.
maybe its not their fault to stop contacting me,
maybe its just because i dint take initiative
or maybe im the one who gave them the impression that i've forgotten abt them..
ermm,
maybe its too late..

i shld start to appreciate and treasure things and ppl ard me.

i wanna be a better person.

i must change.